There;
Before my eyes knew to seek you,
I would cast them past even
my heart’s attractions.
In truth, I was in this hunt
doubtedly a hunt,
I was undergoing denial
fearful, trying my hardest to know
beyond reasonable doubt that
I could give,
how I would be given.
And you stepped in my line of sight
Before,
and I couldn’t erase that capture
your image my wallpaper
before, before I could
surmise the truth both in mind and soul
You were there
there already an axis
Knowingly, I accepted you
with a cowering point of mine
I accepted your enticing lure
when I hadn’t accepted myself.
I was greedy.
There,
Until you found me where I thought
I’d hidden, out of sight.
That Gut Wrenching Poetry 