but beauty has no nature – untamed.
It must be a waltz but I’ve never waltzed
or soft tapping of feet on solid cloud
but a steady feeling, observing when to storm or harvest
the kind one can never regret.
You know a craving of chocolate
while having an aching tooth,
Or a run on a rainy day,
There’s reason, not spiteful but one
which could prevent a headache
Yet the heart will only stomp it’s feet.
I feel, I might have been in love
each time a pen translated my thoughts;
Yes, my hand was writing
but description that lets me meet
my thoughts, how it feels as though
they’re conversing with me
whilst silly but to my soul
it’s a taste of said waltz or glide by amongst the stars.
You know; the roof that’s been unrestricted.
What she hoped became my will.
Postcard from the world not lost
but cannot be found.
I am living here, but now wish
to live where you’re looking from.
We will live together…
let them travel till they’ve swallowed stars
and when you’re in need of
come undress in my arms.
I don’t feel jealous of their fortune.
I feel sadness for my misfortune,
because my stars unlike theirs
haven’t lead me to where my mind is living.
It’s such a battle I wish my legs
could withstand its life.
To war with myself over how
my mind has passed the border
yet my reality is picking bodies of
those trials my mind skipped.
I shall live for reasons I wished to die.
When put simply,
I’m overcome with bewilderment.
The life my mouth has crippled
is so unjustly mourned by my heart
you’d think I was never a child..!
this simpleton will spectate,
Yes it’s well known
day gives to night
but this simpleton spectating
What if day isn’t giving to night but
has had a change of outfit?
My lover was leaving, packed what I'd become in a suitcase I'd carry whenever I went to my next pursuit. After he was gone, I stood by the door with my thoughts scurrying I stood by our bed my thoughts still scurrying finally I stood by the mirror, full length mirror and I found I wasn't stripped naked instead I had on a snow furthered gown If ignorant, as I always leaned to it seemed I were a queen... What does it say for my heartache?